Depression

So it has been almost a month since my last posting. I have been pretty busy, and if not busy, in no mood at all to sit at the computer and write non-sense. But here I am. Just for you.

I have been incredibly depressed lately. I miss my dog terribly, the house is so empty without her. Today we are getting a new dog from our local shelter. She is going to be a very good dog, I can tell. She is two years old, and cute as cute can be. I have to wait for the kid to get up from her nap so We can go pick the new doggie up.

back to the issue of my great depression. It getting cold here. This is never a good time of year for me, I wish I could hibernate, and re-emerge in the spring like a bear does, all sleepy and hungry. But soon we will have snow, and my life will continue, with all of its mundaneness. I feel like sometimes I fall threw the cracks here. That nobody notices how much I need attention. I have been feeling very self-centered lately. But who doesn't some times right???? Anyway, as the winter progresses, I will get more depressed. My daughter will continually try and pull me off the couch like she has been for the last two days, while I pull back and say " no baby, mama doesn't want to play in your room, she's watching CSI:" Well I have new poetry to post. But not right now, I am going to go read my thoroughly depressing book the cranberry queen so Adios